I’m Hurting Myself

Sunrise on the water
Photo by Sebastien Gabriel on Unsplash

I’m hurting. I won’t sleep tonight, which is a particular kind of torture and it’s all because I started making videos and posting them to YouTube. I can’t explain it, I’m just telling you about it. I’m hurting myself. I’m hurting and I don’t know how to make it stop. I once could make myself sleep. But I’ve told you this before. I could make myself sleep, but it was really a complete blackout, a dissociative state so that the abuse could occur without me…

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Amy Punt

Amy Punt

CEO, Punt On Point Media, Two Master’s degrees: Communication/Marketing + Directing for Film & TV. I write at the intersection of trauma/mental health/culture.